Two Posts in One Day!

Alcohol - specifically Vodka. Not the answer, but it is going to be my crutch at least for the next few weeks. I am supposed to be going to Europe July 10-20. I hope I make it 'til then. Until then, Vodka and Lexapro. What a combination. I'm on both now, and about to walk to the store to get mor Vodka. If I die, oh well. My mom will be incredibly hurt and my brothers will never be the same. But my thoughts are killing me anyway. What's the difference?